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Heeeeeelloo. Okay, so I do realize that my activity has been rather slow.
 
Sorry!
 
But, the good news is, is that I have a bunch of things written and new stories. Icy will start in about a month or two, and my current one shot will continue until 6 or 7 parts is done.
 
Bad news, though, is that my story "Little Things". has been cancelled. The story got to the point a little to quick and I did not know where to go. It was agonizing and frustrating. Hence the reason why I was on a looooooooooong break.
 
I want to thank you guys so much. I got on like once a week to check activity and I would get a normal 6 and up activity. It's nice to know that you guys will tag me, talk to me, and follow me even when I am un active. Thanks. :) I will promise to be more active starting Tuesday! Happy yet? :D
 
-Brooke
 
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so i know i haven't been active lately. i'm sorry. i've just kind of been stuck writing some things. yeah, i know i said four days until part two of little things would be out..oops. sorry. it'll be out when i get some more chapters of little things done. i'm trying to do this so the wait for you guys won't be forever. it'll be every week. thanks for reading! c:
 
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My Life; Part 2
 
I woke up to the annoying beeping noises coming from the alarm clock on the wooden bed side table.
 
I turned my head to face the clock and my brown waves tickled my neck from against the pillow. Guess I took out my bun during the night.
 
The red letters show, '5:43 am'. Last night I set it to five thirty..Had it really been beeping for thirteen minutes?
 
I threw the bed covers to the side so the girly clothes that covered my body were shown and I grabbed my last set of clothes, running into the bathroom and changing into them in under 5 minutes.
 
I brushed my teeth and hair. I looked through my bag to find the makeup I usually wear. Mascara, pencil eyeliner, and white and tan eyeshadow. I put all of it on, making sure I looked like my normal self.
 
I walked out of the bathroom and scanned the room for anything that I had missed. I'm good. I fixed the bed, turned off the fan and walked out the door quietly and slowly. I heard snores coming from Niall's room and the door was cracked at his mothers door. I walked into the kitchen where I found a note that read;
 
"Since you're a teenage runaway, I knew you'd be up and gone before the sun had time to take a peek at the ocean. I've decided to give you $50 to help you. It was nice knowing you, Ally. -Niall"
 
I looked at the rolled up money and bit my lip, this was just a stupid set up to see if I would come running back once the money was gone.
 
I grabbed it without hesitating and shoved it into my bag before walking out of the house quietly and leaving for good. And I knew it was for good. No one ever chases someone like me. I'm just…Not a very good person to chase after.
 
I ran down the street as the street lights went off and the sun had just starting rising.
 
I saw a police car coming and jumped into the bushes that were available.
 
"What the f uck do they want?" I mumbled to myself.
 
"I don't know..But I bet it's someone horrible." An unforgettable voice rang in my eyes.
 
I turned around the face the man. Niall.
 
"What-Why…Niall go back home." I demanded turning my back and walking away from him.
 
"Why? Living dangerous is fun." The peppiness in his voice made me quiver with anger.
 
"You think my life is../fun/? You think I don't try to hide twenty four seven from people like you?" I paused, "I hide from people like you because you don't need to be apart of my crazy f ucked up life." I walked back to him, my fists clenching.
 
"Hold up. I was only kidding." He added.
 
I looked up into his blue eyes and he was smiling. He wasn't much taller then me, but he was enough that I had to look up to get his whole face into sight.
 
"…What!?" I angrily mumbled.
 
"Nothing," He smiled, "We're just actually having a conversation."
 
I sighed, "But it's probably the most I've ever spoken to anyone from the outside world."
 
"Outside world?" He wondered.
 
"You don't get it do you?" I frowned at him.
 
"Get what?"
 
"How I don't involve anyone into my life. How when you're a 'teenage runaway' the only thing you care about is yourself and how you're going to get by in this world."
 
"Oh. But..I must be in you're life now because you've probably drilled my name into your brain. Somewhere it's not going to leave." He said.
 
"It's my life, you're not f ucking welcome in it!" I said.
 
I huffed and bit my lip. I took a step forward and pushing him against the chest.
 
"Stop it!" I screamed.
 
"Stop what?" He deviously grinned.
 
"Stop trying to make your way in!"
 
"Make my way in where?" He winked.
 
"You're so f ucking gross! You're just like Rick." I shoved him again. This time his face grew mad.
 
He grabbed my forearms and looked at me, "Who's Rick?"
 
My mouth that was in the shape of an 'o' spoke, "N-No one."
 
His grip grew a little tighter, "Who. Is. Rick?"
 
"Get your f ucking hands off of me!" I screamed, taking my fist that was closest to his face and pouching him in the jaw.
 
He stumbled taking a few steps behind.
 
I raised a brow, "Don't mess with someone you just met. Especially someone like me."
 
I turned and ran into the mess of palm trees trying to leave Niall behind.
 
"Ally!" Niall yelled.
 
The more he spoke, the more I felt my legs carry me. But I couldn't do it. Arms were wrapped around my waist tightly but not enough to where it was hurting.
 
I squirmed and did everything I could do to get out of his hold, but it wasn't helping. I gave up my thrashing and calmed down.
 
Niall turned me around, "Ally.." He mumbled.
 
"S-stop." I stumbled on my words, "I just met you. Stop it." My words remained quiet.
 
"Stop what?" He smiled sweetly as my green eyes met with his ocean blue ones.
 
"Stop trying to make me fall in love with you.."
 
"Who said you had to fall? I can be the only one."
 
With those words my hands clenched onto the white fabric of his t-shirt and my mouth formed it's 'o' shape once more.
 
He tucked a strand of hair behind my hair. It was so gentle. I was always used to something rough or painful but this time it was something new. Something that made me calm down when I really wanted to harm him.
 
We stood staring at each other. Every second that passed, I took it into deep thought. If someone were to see us, they'd think we were mentally passing notes to each other.
 
Niall bit his lip before pressing his forehead to mine, our noses grazing on one another.
 
Chills were sent down my spine at the sudden movements he'd pulled upon me. But his time wasn't done yet.
 
His hands slid down my curved body till they reached my waist, his thumbs drawing circles on my back. Gently and soothing.
 
My hands released the fabric of cloth and laid pressed flatly on his chest.
 
He grinned when he looked at my pink lips that formed a heart when closed. His tongue slid across his bottom lip before stopping at the corner of his mouth.
 
He gently closed the gap a planted and gentle kiss upon my lips. My hands went the back of his head before tangling my fingers into his hair. I gently pulled on the brown strands of hair, leaving Niall with a soft groan against my lips.
 
Our lips moved together. The more they moved the closer I felt Niall drawing my body towards him. Our chests met, not one gap was left between us.
 
His tongue slowly made it's way into the kiss. I lightly gasped before the kissed roughened a little more leaving me even more eager to know more about this guy that I just met yesterday.
 
He pulled away leaving me breathless. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
 
"Again..I can be the only one who falls." He repeats.
 
~Back at Niall's house~
 
Niall's mom had left to go out with her friends for the whole day.
 
Niall and I sat beside each other on his bed, watching cartoons. Despite what happened today, I loved the kindness he was sharing.
 
"You hungry?" He asked.
 
"I haven't really ate anything, except that dinner you brought me last night, for three days. Of course I'm hungry." I smiled.
 
"Okay, I'll be right back." He motioned me to stay seated right where I was.
 
I'd taken off my makeup and pulled my hair up into it's normal messy bun.
 
Niall came back with two nutella sandwiches and one banana.
 
"Here you go." He smiled handing me the food.
 
"Awwh, thank you." I blushed, "Now if I eat like a pig you'll understand why..right?"
 
"Of course." He replied gently before taking his seat beside me once more.
 
I had the food down in under ten minutes, which didn't bother Niall since he understood. My hunger was finally fulfilled.
 
I looked at the clock, "7:45 pm." I said, "When is your mom supposed to be home?"
 
"Like..eleven I guess." He added, turning his head away from the t.v.
 
"Oh. Okay." I replied smiling.
 
"What?" He asked.
 
"Nothing..Just what happened to today. I still have butterflies about it." I blushed.
 
"Oh, so you do like me?" He deeply laughed.
 
"Do not! It's just what happens to a girl..I suppose." I mumbled.
 
"You suppose?"
 
"Yeah..Niall you were my first kiss."
 
"Good." He smiled.
 
I crawled over to him curled up to his side. I rested my head on his chest that rose and fell with a deep laugh.
 
"You cold?"
 
"Just a little." I mumbled.
 
He wrapped an arm around my waist, facing toward me. His thumbs traced circles on my back once more.
 
I nudged my way into him until I couldn't go any farther.
 
"You're so adorable." He gushed.
 
I blushed a little, "Thanks."
 
I I tucked my arm in where our bodies met, making sure that I was as comfortable as I could ever get.
 
"Niall?" I asked.
 
"Hmm?" He hummed back to me.
 
"I never got your age."
 
"Twenty one."
 
"Oh."
 
"That doesn't bother you, right?"
 
"No." I replied.
 
Niall placed a soft, sweet kiss to my forehead leaving me to tired smile.
 
I looked up at him, and frowned.
 
"What?" He asked cautiously.
 
I rubbed my thumb against his jaw where I'd hit him, "I'm sorry."
 
"It's okay." He reassured me.
 
I moved to kiss the purple and red area gently then back into the position a before.
 
"Ally?" Niall asked.
 
"Yeah?"
 
"How do you feel about this?"
 
"What do you mean?"
 
"We've shared a kiss today, and we only met yesterday..Does it bug you?"
 
I frowned, "Niall.." I paused, "Just because we met yesterday and we've already kissed does not justify that I feel weird or awkward about the situation. I think it's just a phase that our hearts desire at this moment."
 
He sighed, "So you think this is just a phase?"
 
"Knowing me? I can't answer you exactly. But I do know the fact that I'm loving the feeling of being loved again. It kind of helps me in the loss of my parents."
 
"You're correct about the love thing with me. And what's with your parents?"
 
I rolled my eyes thinking about them and came off in an annoyed tone, "They're pathetic. My father was a dealer for illegal drugs and my mom was a stripper. They kicked me out because of the tax bill that /they/ caused. Not me."
 
"When'd they kick you out?"
 
"When I was fourteen."
 
"Ally.." Niall breathed looking at me.
 
"I know..I'm not a fully educated person."
 
"I'll help you."
 
"Thanks. But Niall, I'm so scared if I don't learn in a matter of time..I don't want to end up like them."
 
"You won't, I swear."
 
"..You can't swear. It's already happening."
 
"What?"
 
"Niall..I smoke, drink, and even do illegal drugs. I know it sounds like I'm a hypocrite..But it's just how I'm making money and actually living in this world. Plus, I've already been to jail for being with the wrong people."
 
He sighed, "Please stop, for me?"
 
"I'll try."
 
"No, you will. I don't want you turning into people like them..And I want you around me if it means helping you. I want you with me all the time."
 
"B-" I tried to speak. My words were interrupted with another kiss. One more passionate and more meaning.
 
"I love you." Niall broke.
 
I didn't say anything...I don't know what's happening to me.
 
I was warm cuddled with him, and being safe in his arms made my heart flutter. But my mind still has no idea what I have to do. My heart has been played with so many times..I'm just scared.
 
And that sucks coming from me. 'Cause when I fall in love..I fall hard.
 
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GUUUUYYYYYYYYYYS I HAVE ONE MORE PART TO THIS AND ITS DOOOOONNNNE. this oneshot is so much fun writing omfg you don't know how many emotions and feelings i'm getting for niall at the moment omfg. But he still belongs to you, Ally. ;3
 
anywhore, hope you enjoyed. c:
 
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